Tuesday, March 29, 2016

Nāma-tattva: conclusion

Śrīla Bhaktisiddhānta Saraswati Ṭhakura

শ্রী গৌड़िয-কন্ঠহার

Gaudiya Kanṭhahāra:

The Jeweled Necklace of the Gaudiya Vaishnavas
17th Jewel

NĀMA-TATTVA

The Ontology of  the Holy Name






Being a compendium of quotations from revealed scriptures
concerning the truths about the cult of Chaitanya Mahāprabhu

Compiled under the authority and direction of
His Divine Grace
Bhaktisiddhānta Sāraswāti Goswāmī
Prabhupada

Translated and edited, with original Sanskrit and Bengali and Roman transliteration by
B. V. Mahāyogi, Michael Dolan

Offences to the holy name, continued...

The Fourth Offense to the Holy Name: To blaspheme the Vedic literature or literature in pursuance of the Vedic Version

१७.९१
श्रद्धां भागवते शास्त्रे ऽनिन्दाम् अन्यत्र चापि हि
17.91
śraddhāṁ bhāgavate śāstre 'nindām anyatra cāpi hi

One should have firm faith that he will achieve all success in life by following
those scriptures that describe the glories of the Supreme Personality of
Godhead, Bhagavān. At the same time, one should avoid blaspheming other
Vedic scriptures. 
(Bhāg. 11.3.26)
१७.९२
नमः प्रमाण-मूलाय कवये शास्त्र-योनये प्रवृत्ताय निवृत्ताय निगमाय नमो नमः
17.92
namaḥ pramāṇa-mūlāya kavaye śāstra-yonaye pravṛttāya nivṛttāya nigamāya namo namaḥ

We offer our obeisances again and again to You, who are the basis of all authoritative evidence, who are the author and ultimate source of the revealed scriptures, and who have manifested Yourself in those Vedic literature's
encouraging sense gratification as well as in those encouraging renunciation of the material world. 
(Bhāg. 10.16.44) 


The Fifth Offense to the Holy Name: 

To consider the glories of chanting Hare Kṛṣṇa as an exaggeration.

१७.९३
प्रायेण वेद तद् इदं न महाजनो ऽयं देव्या 
विमोहित-मतिर् बत माययालम् त्रयां जडी-कृत-मतिर् 
मधु-पुष्पितायां वैतानिके महति कर्मणि युज्यमानः
17.93
prāyeṇa veda tad idaṁ na mahājano 'yaṁ devyā 
vimohita-matir bata māyayālam trayāṁ jaḍī-kṛta-matir 
madhu-puṣpitāyāṁ vaitānike mahati karmaṇi yujyamānaḥ

[If chanting the holy name is sufficient for liberation, then why haven't the
Vedic sages stressed this in their teachings?] Because they are bewildered by the
illusory energy of the Supreme Personality of Godhead, Yajñavalkya and Jaimini and other compilers of the religious scriptures cannot understand the transcendental value of performing devotional service or chanting the Hare
Kṛṣṇa mantra. 

Because their minds are attracted to the ritualistic ceremonies mentioned in the Vedas especially the Yajur Veda, Sṁma Veda, and Ṛg Veda their intelligence became dull. Thus they are busy collecting the ingredients for
ritualistic ceremonies that yield only temporary benefits, such as elevation to Svargaloka for material happiness. They are not attracted to the saṅkīrtana movement; instead, they are interested in dharma, artha, kāma and mokṣa.
(Bhāg. 6.3.25)

Other Processes of Purification are a Waste of Time

१७.९४
प्रायश्चित्तानि चीर्णानि नारायण-पराङ्मुखम्
न निष्पुनन्ति राजेन्द्र सुरा-कुम्भम् इवापगाः
17.94
prāyaścittāni cīrṇāni nārāyaṇa-parāṅmukham
na niṣpunanti rājendra surā-kumbham ivāpagāḥ 

My dear King, as a pot containing liquor cannot be purified even if washed in the waters of many rivers, non-devotees cannot be purified by processes of atonement even if they perform them very well. 
(Bhāg. 6.1.18)

The Sixth Offense to the Holy Name: 

To concoct interpretations of the holy name of the Lord.

१७.९५-९६

तज् जन्म तानि कर्माणि तद् आयुस् तन् मनो वचः 
नृणां येन हि विश्वात्मा सेव्यते हरिर् ईश्वरः
किं जन्मभिस् त्रिभिर् वेह शौक्र-सावित्र- याज्ञिकैः
कर्मभिर् वा त्रयी-प्रोक्तैः पुंसो ऽपि विबुधायुषा

17.95-96

taj janma tāni karmāṇi tad āyus tan mano vacaḥ 
nṛṇāṁ yena hi viśvātmā sevyate harir īśvaraḥ
kiṁ janmabhis tribhir veha śaukra-sāvitra- yājñikaiḥ
karmabhir vā trayī-proktaiḥ puṁso 'pi vibudhāyuṣā

Nārada said, "When a living entity is born to engage in the devotional service of
the Supreme Personality of Godhead, who is the supreme controller, this birth,
all his fruitive activities, his life-span, his mind and his words are all factually perfect. 

A civilized human being has three kinds
of births. The first birth is by a pure father and mother, and this birth is called birth by semen. The next birth
takes place when one is initiated by the spiritual master and this birth is called
savitra.

The third birth, called yajnika, takes place when one is given the
opportunity to worship Lord Viṣṇu. Despite the opportunities of attaining such
births, even if one gets the life-span of a demigod, if one does not actually
engage in the service of the Lord, everything is useless.

Similarly, one's activities
may be mundane or spiritual, but they are useless if they are not meant for
satisfying the Lord. (Bhāg. 4.31.9-10) 

Auspicious Activities Other than Chanting the Holy Name in Full Surrender are Useless

१७.९७
अविस्मितं तं परिपूर्ण-कामं स्वेनैव लाभेन समं प्रशान्तम्
विनोपसर्पत्य् अपरं हि बालिशः श्व- लाङ्गुलेनातितितर्ति सिन्धुम्
17.97
avismitaṁ taṁ paripūrṇa-kāmaṁ svenaiva lābhena samaṁ praśāntam
vinopasarpaty aparaṁ hi bāliśaḥ śva- lāṅgulenātititarti sindhum

Free from all material conceptions of existence and never wonderstruck by
anything, the Lord is always jubilant and fully satisfied by His own spiritual
perfection's. He has no material designations, and therefore He is steady and
unattached. That Supreme Personality of Godhead is the only shelter of
everyone. Anyone desiring to be protected by others is certainly a great fool who
desires to cross the sea by holding a dog's tail. 
(Bhāg. 6.9.22)

The Seventh Offense to the Holy Name: To commit sinful activities on the strength of chanting the holy name of the Lord.

१७.९८
मन्ये धनाभिजन-रूप-तपः-श्रुतौजस्- तेजः-प्रभाव-बल-पौरुष-बुद्धि-योगाः नाराधनाय हि भवन्ति परस्य पुंसो भक्त्या तुतोष भगवान् गज-यूथ-पाय
17.98
manye dhanābhijana-rūpa-tapaḥ-śrutaujas- tejaḥ-prabhāva-bala-pauruṣa-buddhi-yogāḥ nārādhanāya hi bhavanti parasya puṁso bhaktyā tutoṣa bhagavān gaja-yūtha-pāya 

[Prahlāda Mahārāja prayed to Lord Nṛsiṁhadeva] One may possess wealth, an aristocratic family, beauty, austerity, education, sensory expertise, buster, influence, physical strength, diligence, intelligence, and mystic power, but I
think that even by all these qualifications one cannot satisfy the Supreme Personality of Godhead. However, one can satisfy the Lord simply by devotional service. 

Gajendra did this , and thus the Lord was satisfied with him. [In other
words, the real qualification to worship the Lord is faith.] 
(Bhāg. 7.9.9)

The Eight Offense to the Holy Name: 

To consider the chanting of Hare Kṛṣṇa to be on the same level as the  ritualistic and karmic activities mentioned in the Vedas.

१७.९९
क्वचिन् निवर्तते ऽभद्रात् क्वचिच् चरति तत् पुनः प्रायश्चित्तम् अथो ऽपार्थं मन्ये कुञ्जर- शौचवत्
17.99
kvacin nivartate 'bhadrāt kvacic carati tat punaḥ prāyaścittam atho 'pārthaṁ manye kuñjara- śaucavat

Sometimes one who is very alert so as not to commit sinful acts is victimised by sinful life again. I therefore consider this process of repeated sinning and atoning to be useless. It is like the bathing of an elephant, for an elephant
cleanses itself by taking a full bath, but then throws dust over its head and body as soon as it returns to the land. 
(Bhāg. 6.1.10) 

The Ninth Offense to the Holy Name: To instruct the faithless in the glories of the holy name.

१७.१००
तस्मात् सर्वात्मना राजन् हरिः सर्वत्र सर्वदा श्रोतव्यः कीर्तितव्यश् च स्मर्तव्यो भगवान् नृणाम्
17.100
tasmāt sarvātmanā rājan hariḥ sarvatra sarvadā śrotavyaḥ kīrtitavyaś ca smartavyo bhagavān nṛṇām

O King, it is therefore essential that every human being hear about, glorify, and remember the Supreme Lord, the Personality of Godhead, always and everywhere, with all one's attention, committing heart, mind and soul in dedication to the holy name. (Bhāg. 2.2.36) 

The Tenth Offense to the Holy Name: To not have complete faith in the chanting of the holy names and thus maintain material attachments.  

१७.१०१
यस्यात्म-बुद्धिः कुणपे त्रि-धातुके स्व-धीः कलत्रादिषु भौम इज्य-धीः यत्-तीर्थ-बुद्धिः सलिले न कर्हिचिज् जनेष्व् अभिज्ञेषु स एव गो-खरः
17.101
yasyātma-buddhiḥ kuṇape tri-dhātuke sva-dhīḥ kalatrādiṣu bhauma ijya-dhīḥ yat-tīrtha-buddhiḥ salile na karhicij janeṣv abhijñeṣu sa eva go-kharaḥ

One who believes this body, which is composed of mucus, bile, and air, is the self, who thinks of his wife and children as his bodily expansions, and who considers the land of his birth worshipable, who visits the holy places simply to
go swimming, without seeking shelter of the holy saints who live there, is no better than a cow or an ass. 
(Bhāg. 10.84.13)
১৭.১০২
ঽকৃষ্ণ-নামঽ করে অপরাধের ৱিচার কৃষ্ণ বলিলে অপরাধীর না হয ৱিকার
17.102
'kṛṣṇa-nāma' kare aparādhera vicāra kṛṣṇa balile aparādhīra nā haya vikāra

There are offenses to be consider while chanting the Hare Kṛṣṇa mantra.
Therefore, simply by chanting Hare Kṛṣṇa, one does not become ecstatic. 
(Cc. Ādi 8.24)

১৭.১০৩
তার মধ্যে সর্ৱ-শ্রেষ্ঠ নাম-সঙ্কীর্তন নিরপরাধে নাম লৈলে পায প্রেম-ধন
17.103
tāra madhye sarva-śreṣṭha nāma-saṅkīrtana niraparādhe nāma laile pāya prema-dhana

Of the nine processes of devotional service, the most important is to always
chant the holy name of the Lord. If one does so, avoiding the ten kinds of
offenses, one very easily obtains the most valuable love of Godhead. 
(Cc. Antya 4.71)

১৭.১০৪
বহু জন্ম করে যদি শ্রৱণ, কীর্তন তবু তঽ না পায কৃষ্ণ-পদে প্রেম-ধন
17.104
bahu janma kare yadi śravaṇa, kīrtana tabu ta' nā pāya kṛṣṇa-pade prema-dhana 

If one is infested with the ten offenses in the chanting of the Hare Kṛṣṇa mahāmantra, despite his endeavor to chant the holy name for many births, he will not get the love of Godhead which is the ultimate goal of this chanting. 
(Cc. Ādi 8.16)
১৭.১০৫
ঽেকঽ কৃষ্ণ-নামে করে সর্ৱ-পাপ নাশ প্রেমের কারণ 
ভক্তি করেন প্রকাশ অনাযাসে ভৱ-ক্ষয, 
কৃষ্ণের সেৱন এক কৃষ্ণ-নামের ফলে পাই এত দন

17.105
'eka' kṛṣṇa-nāme kare sarva-pāpa nāśa premera kāraṇa 
bhakti karena prakāśa anāyāse bhava-kṣaya, 
kṛṣṇera sevana eka kṛṣṇa-nāmera phale pāi eta dana

Simply by chanting one name of Kṛṣṇa [purely] all one's sins are destroyed.
Thus bhakti, which is the cause of kṛṣṇa-prema, is manifest. 
(Cc. Ādi 8.26,28)
১৭.১০৬
হেন কৃষ্ণ-নাম যদি লয বহু-বার
তবু যদি প্রেম নহে, নহে অশ্রুধার তবে জানি, 
অপরাধ তাহাতে প্রচুর কৃষ্ণ-নাম-বীজ তাহে না করে অকুর
17.106
hena kṛṣṇa-nāma yadi laya bahu-bāra
tabu yadi prema nahe, nahe aśrudhāra tabe jāni, 
aparādha tāhāte pracura kṛṣṇa-nāma-bīja tāhe nā kare akura

If one chants the exalted holy name of the Lord again and again and yet his love
for the Supreme Lord does not develop and tears do not appear in his eyes, it is
evident that because of his offenses in chanting, the seed of the holy name of
Kṛṣṇa does not sprout. 
(Cc. Ādi 8.29.30) 


The Real Holy Name of Kṛṣṇa Can Never Awaken in Māyāvadis

১৭.১০৭
অতএৱ তার মুখে না আইসে কৃষ্ণ-নাম
ঽকৃষ্ণ-নামঽ, ঽকৃষ্ণ-স্ৱরূপঽ-দুইত ঽসমানঽ
ঽনাম; ঽৱিগ্রহঽ, ঽস্ৱরূপঽ-তিন এক-রূপ তিনে ঽভেদঽ নাহি,-তিন ঽচিদ্-আনন্দ-রূপঽ
দেহ-দেহীর, নাম-নামীর কৃষ্ণে নাহি ঽভেদঽ জীৱের ধর্ম-নাম-দেহ-স্ৱরূপে 
ঽৱিভেদঽ অতএৱ কৃষ্ণের ঽনামঽ, ঽদেহঽ, ঽৱিলাসঽ প্রাকৃতেন্দ্রিয-গ্রাহ্য নহে, হয স্ৱ-প্রকাশ

17.107
ataeva tāra mukhe nā āise kṛṣṇa-nāma
'kṛṣṇa-nāma', 'kṛṣṇa-svarūpa'-duita 'samāna'
'nāma; 'vigraha', 'svarūpa'-tina eka-rūpa tine 'bheda' nāhi,-tina 'cid-ānanda-rūpa'
deha-dehīra, nāma-nāmīra kṛṣṇe nāhi 'bheda' jīvera dharma-nāma-deha-svarūpe 
'vibheda' ataeva kṛṣṇera 'nāma', 'deha', 'vilāsa' prākṛtendriya-grāhya nahe, haya sva-prakāśa 

[Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu said, "Māyāvādī impersonalists are great offenders
unto Lord Kṛṣṇa; therefore they simply utter the words Brahman, ātmā, and
Caitanya.] The holy name of Kṛṣṇa is not manifest in their mouths because the
are offenders to Kṛṣṇa, who is nondifferenct from His name. 

The Lord's holy
name, His form, and His personality are all one and the same. There is no
difference between them. Since all of them are absolute, they are
transcendentally blissful. There s no difference between Kṛṣṇa's body and
Himself or between His name and Himself. As far as the conditioned soul is
concerned, everything is different. One's name is different from the body, from
one's original form and so on. 
(Cc. Madhya 17.130-132,134)

Through Chanting the Holy Name of Kṛṣṇa and Dancing One Gains Life.

१७.१०८-१०९
गीत-नृत्यानि कुर्वीत द्विज-देवादि तुष्टये
न जीवनाय युञ्जीत विप्रः पापभिया क्वचित् क्वचित् कदाचिद् अपि जीवनाय निजवृत्त्यर्थं न युञ्जीत
न कुर्यात्॒ तत्र हेतुः पापाद्भिया, तथा सति पापं स्यादित्यर्थः

17.108-109
gīta-nṛtyāni kurvīta dvija-devādi tuṣṭaye
na jīvanāya yuñjīta vipraḥ pāpabhiyā kvacit kvacit kadācid api jīvanāya nijavṛttyarthaṁ na yuñjīta
na kuryāt: tatra hetuḥ pāpādbhiyā, tathā sati pāpaṁ syādityarthaḥ

A twice born, dvija, should sing and dance for the satisfaction of the Lord. But he should do not do so for his livelihood fearing sinful reaction. Commentary: Kvacit never; jīvanāya for his own maintenance; he should never
do so. The reason stated in pṁpabhiya. The meaning is if he does so he will be implicated in sins. 
(Hari-bhakti-vilāsa 8.265 and Śrīla Sanātana Gosvāmī's commentary)

१७.११०
धन-शिष्यादिभिर्-द्वारैर् यां भक्तिर् उपपाद्यते
विदूरत्वाद् उत्तमताहान्य तस्याश् च नाङ्गता
17.110
dhana-śiṣyādibhir-dvārair yāṁ bhaktir upapādyate
vidūratvād uttamatāhānya tasyāś ca nāṅgatā


If one relies on one's disciples or wealth to attain bhakti, his devotional practice
will certainly become slackened. One cannot claim that one is engaged in
devotional service simply on the basis of engaging one's money or disciples in
bhakti. 

To rely on money and disciples to perform devotional service in one's
place is not considered to be a branch of pure devotion. 

(Bhakti-rasāmṛtasindhu, Pūrva-Vibhāga 2.259)

One who Eagerly Dedicates Mind, Body, and Soul in Kṛṣṇa-bhakti Experiences the Topmost Mercy and Auspiciousness-

१७.१११
एतावज् जन्म-साफल्यं देहिनाम् इह देहिषु प्राणैर् अर्थैर् धिया वाचा श्रेय-आचरणं सदा
17.111
etāvaj janma-sāphalyaṁ dehinām iha dehiṣu prāṇair arthair dhiyā vācā śreya-ācaraṇaṁ sadā 

[The Lord said] That a person should sacrifice his life, wealth, intellect, and
speech for doing what is beneficial to others, is the farthest limit of the
usefulness of embodied beings for their fellow creatures. 
(Bhāg. 10.22.35)
१७.११२
प्राणिनाम् उपकाराय यथैवेह परत्र च
कर्मणा मनसा वाचा तद् एव मतिमान् वदेत्
17.112
prāṇinām upakārāya yathaiveha paratra ca
karmaṇā manasā vācā tad eva matimān vadet 

Through one's work, mind, and words one should act in such a way that it will
bring benefit to all living beings such is the behavior of the intelligent. 
(Viṣṇu Purāṇa 3.12.45)

The Qualification for Being Jagad-guru

১৭.১১৩
আপনে আচরে কেহ, না করে প্রচার প্রচার, করেন কেহ, না করেন আচার
ঽাচারঽ, ঽপ্রচারঽ,-নামের করহ ঽদুইঽ কার্য তুমি-সর্ৱ-গুরু, তুমি জগতের আর্য

17.113
āpane ācare keha, nā kare pracāra pracāra, karena keha, nā karena ācāra
'ācāra', 'pracāra',-nāmera karaha 'dui' kārya tumi-sarva-guru, tumi jagatera ārya

Some practice, but do not preach; some preach but do not practice you both
practice the chanting of the holy name and preach it as well. Because you
practice what you preach, you are the jagad-guru, the guru of the entire
universe, for you are the most advanced devotee in the world. 
(Cc. Antya 4.102-103)

Gaurasundara's Followers Preach the Holy Name. By Doing so, They Attain the Eternal Association of the Lord, who is the Father of the Saṅkīrtana Movement.

১৭.১১৪
যারে দেখ, তারে কহ ঽকৃষ্ণঽ উপদেশ 
আমার আজ্ঞায গুরু হঞা তারঽ এই দেশ 
কভু না ৱাধিবে তোমার ৱিষয-তরঙ্গ 
পুনরপি এই ঠাঞি পাবে মোর সঙ্গ
17.114
yāre dekha, tāre kaha 'kṛṣṇa' upadeśa 
āmāra ājñāya guru hañā tāra' ei deśa 
kabhu nā vādhibe tomāra viṣaya-taraṅga 
punarapi ei ṭhāñi pābe mora saṅga

Instruct whoever you meet in the science of Kṛṣṇa. Teach them the instructions of Kṛṣṇa in Bhagavad-gītā, and the teachings about Kṛṣṇa in Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam. In this way, on my order, become a guru and liberate everyone in the land. If you follow this instruction, the waves of materialism within this world will not affect you. Indeed, if you follow my order, you will soon attain my association. 
(Cc. Madhya 7.128-129)

Those who Have Taken Birth in the Land of India Should Show Mercy to Others by Eagerly
Preaching the Glories of the Holy Name of Śrī Kṛṣṇa


১৭.১১৫
ভারত ভূমিতে হৈল মনুঞ্য জন্ম যান্\ঽর জন্ম স্মৃথক করি কর পর-উপকার
17.115
bhārata bhūmite haila manuñya janma yā'ra janma sṁrthaka kari' kara para-upakāra

One who has taken his birth as a human being in the land of India should make his live successful and work for the benefit of all other people by preaching nāma-saṅkīrtana, the chanting of the holy name of Kṛṣṇa. 
(Cc. Ādi 9.41)

Thus ends the Seventeenth Jewel of Gauḍīya- Kaṇṭhahāra, entitled Nāmatattva. 

Sunday, March 27, 2016

Offenses to the name: Avoid blasphemy to saints

Śrīla Bhaktisiddhānta Saraswati Ṭhakura

শ্রী গৌड़िয-কন্ঠহার

Gaudiya Kanṭhahāra:

The Jeweled Necklace of the Gaudiya Vaishnavas
17th Jewel

NĀMA-TATTVA

The Ontology of  the Holy Name






Being a compendium of quotations from revealed scriptures
concerning the truths about the cult of Chaitanya Mahāprabhu

Compiled under the authority and direction of
His Divine Grace
Bhaktisiddhānta Sāraswāti Goswāmī
Prabhupada

Translated and edited, with original Sanskrit and Bengali and Roman transliteration by
B. V. Mahāyogi, Michael Dolan


First Offense to the Holy name: Offending Saints who take the name

१७.७६
नाश्चर्यम् एतद् यद् असत्सु सर्वदा महद्- विनिन्दा कुणपात्म-वादिषु
सेर्ष्यं महापूरुष-पाद-पांसुभिर् निरस्त- तेजःसु तद् एव शोभनम्

17.76
nāścaryam etad yad asatsu sarvadā mahad- vinindā kuṇapātma-vādiṣu
serṣyaṁ mahāpūruṣa-pāda-pāṁsubhir nirasta- tejaḥsu tad eva śobhanam

It is not wonderful for persons who have accepted the transient material body as
the self to engage always in deriding great souls. Such envy on the part of
materialistic persons is not very good because that is the way they fall down.
They are diminished by the dust of the feet of great personalities. (Bhāg. 4.4.13)

७.७७
ये गो-गर्दभादय इव विषयेस्वेवेन्द्रियाणि सदा चारयन्ति को भगवान्, का
भक्तिः को गुरुर् इति स्वप्ने \ऽपि न जानन्ति, तेषाम् एव नामाभासादिर् ईत्या गृहीतहरि-
नाम्-नाम्-अजामिलादीनाम् इव निरपराधानां गुरुं विनापि भवत्ये
ओद्धारः. हरिर्-भजनीय एव, भजनं तत्- प्रापकम् एव तदुपदेष्टा गुरुर्
एव, गुरुपदिष्टा भक्ता एव पूर्वे हरिं प्रापुरिति विवेक-विशेषवत्वे \ऽपि \"नो
दीक्षां न च सत्-क्रियां न च पुरश्चर्यां मनागीक्षते. ंन्त्रो\ऽयं रसना
स्पृग एव फलति श्री कृष्ण नामात्मकः\" ईति

17.77
ye go-gardabhādaya iva viṣayesvevendriyāṇi sadā cārayanti ko bhagavān, kā
bhaktiḥ ko gurur iti svapne 'pi na jānanti, teṣām eva nāmābhāsādir ītyā gṛhītahari-
nām-nām-ajāmilādīnām iva niraparādhānāṁ guruṁ vināpi bhavatye
oddhāraḥ. Harir-bhajanīya eva, bhajanaṁ tat- prāpakam eva tadupadeṣṭā gurur
eva, gurupadiṣṭā bhaktā eva pūrve hariṁ prāpuriti viveka-viśeṣavatve 'pi "no
dīkṣāṁ na ca sat-kriyāṁ na ca puraścaryāṁ manāgīkṣate. Mantro'yaṁ rasanā
spṛga eva phalati śrī kṛṣṇa nāmātmakaḥ" Iti

(Padyāvalī 18 Akadhṛk Svāmikṛta-śloka) 

प्रमाण-दृष्ट्या अजामिलादि-
दृष्टान्तेन च किं मे गुरुकरणश्रमेण
नाम-कीर्तन-आदिभिर् एव मे भगवत्-प्राप्तिर्- भाविन् ईति
मन्यमान् अस्तु गुर्ववज्ञा लक्षण- महापराधा-देव भगवन्तं सति श्री गुरु-चरणाश्रित एव प्राप्नोतीति."

pramāṇa-dṛṣṭyā ajāmilādi-
dṛṣṭāntena ca kiṁ me gurukaraṇaśrameṇa
nāma-kīrtana-ādibhir eva me bhagavat-prāptir- bhāvin īti
manyamān astu gurvavajñā lakṣaṇa- mahāparādhā-deva bhagavantaṁ sati śrī guru-caraṇāśrita eva prāpnotīti."


Those persons who are like cows and asses, who wander about always engaged
in chasing the objects of the senses, who have no idea even in dreams of what is
Bhagavān, what is bhakti, or what is guru, can all be delivered if they chant the
holy name of Kṛṣṇa offenselessly in nāmābhāsa, as did Ajāmila, even if they
have no association of devotees, or any contact with a genuine spiritual master.
One may attain the worshipable object, Śrī Hari, by practicing the means to
worship him in pursuance of the instruction of the guru. By carefully following
the orders of Sri guru, many devotees in the past have attained Śrī Hari. It has ,
however, been said: "no dīkṣāṁ na ca satkriyāṁ na ca puraścaryāṁ manāgīkṣate. mantro 'yaṁ rasanā-spag eva phalati śrī kṛṣṇa-nāmātmakaḥ."

For one who knows reality and the real nature of the Hare Kṛṣṇa mahāmantra
and actually realizes the fruit of taking the holy name upon the tongue
(sevon-mukhe hi jivādau), the holy name is not at all dependent upon dīkṣā,
initiation, religious activities, the rules and regulations of the scriptures, or
purificatory procedures. About this the scriptures have given many different
examples as evidence. For instance, Ajāmila without benefit of a guru chanted
the holy name of Kṛṣṇa in nāmābhāsa and attained liberation.
Seeing all these conclusions, a person might ask, "Why should I go to such
great trouble to carefully follow the orders of the guru while performing
kīrtana?

 [if by chanting neglectful, without regard
for any rules and regulations or the order of the guru, Ajāmila attained perfection, why should I work so
hard? Let me follow the example of Ajāmila and neglectfully chant the holy
name, and so attain liberation.]" 

Those who cultivate this sort of mentality
commit the great offense of disregarding the orders of the gurudeva. As a result
of this offense they are cheated out of any hopes of attaining Bhagavān, Śrī
Kṛṣṇa. But if in this birth or the next they beg pardon from gurudeva, take
shelter of his lotus feet and gain forgiveness for such a great offense, then it
may be possible for them to attain the Lord. 
(Bhāg. 6.2.9, Sārārtha-darśinī commentary)
Whoever Offends Devotees Does not Chant the Real
Name


প্রমাণ-দৃষ্ট্যা অজামিলাদি-
দৃষ্টান্তেন চ কিং মে গুরুকরণশ্রমেণ
নাম-কীর্তন-আদিভির্ এৱ মে ভগৱত্-প্রাপ্তির্- ভাৱিন্ ঈতি
মন্যমান্ অস্তু গুর্ৱৱজ্ঞা লক্ষণ- মহাপরাধা-দেৱ ভগৱন্তং সতি শ্রী গুরু-চরণাশ্রিত এৱ প্রাপ্নোতীতি."

17.78
hena vaiṣṇavera nindā kare yai jana
sei pāya duḥkha-janma jīvana-maraṇa
vidyā-kula-tapa-saba viphala tāhāra vaiṣṇava nindaye ye ye
 pāpī durācāra pūjā o tāhāra kṛṣṇa nā kare grahaṇa vaiṣṇavera nindā kare ye pāpiṣṭha-jana


One who commits offenses against Vaiṣṇavas attains only misery, life after life.
His learning and austerity bears no fruit. Blasphemy of Vaiṣṇavas is the worst
kind of sinful behavior. One who engages in blasphemy of Vaiṣṇavas will find
that Kṛṣṇa does not accept his worship. A person who blasphemes Vaiṣṇavas is
therefore the worst kind of sinner. 

(Cb. Madhya 4.360)
১৭.৭৯
শূলপাণি-সম যদি ৱৈষ্ণৱেরে নিন্দে তথাপিহ নাশ যায, 
কহে শাস্ত্র-ৱৃণ্দে ইহা না মানিযাযে সুজন-নিন্দা করে জন্মে জন্মে সে পাপিষ্ঠ দেৱ-দোষে মরে

17.79
śūlapāṇi-sama yadi vaiṣṇavere ninde tathāpiha nāśa yāya, 
kahe śāstra-vṛṇde ihā nā māniyāye sujana-nindā 
kare janme janme se pāpiṣṭha deva-doṣe mare

It is the conclusion of all the revealed scriptures that one who blasphemes a
vaiṣṇava is doomed. For such a person, everything is torn to pieces by the
powerful trident of his sinful reactions. A sinful person who disregards this
principle and insults great souls will suffer birth after birth for his offence. 
(Cb. Madhya 22.54,56)

Vaiṣṇava-aparādhis are Punished Forever

১৭.৮০
প্রভু বলে, ৱৈষ্ণৱ নিন্দযে যেই জন কুষ্ঠরোগ কোন্ তার শাতিযে লিখন
আপাততঃ শাস্ত্রি কিছু হৈযাছে মাত্র আর কত আছে যম-যাতনার 
পাত্র চৌরাশী সহস্র যম-যাতনা প্রত্যেক্সে
পুনঃ পুনঃ করি" বূঞ্জে ৱৈষ্ণৱ-নিন্দকে

17.80
prabhu bale, vaiṣṇava nindaye yei jana kuṣṭharoga kon tāra śātiye likhana
 āpātataḥ śāstri kichu haiyāche mātra āra kata āche yama-yātanāra 
pātra caurāśī sahasra yama-yātanā pratyekse
punaḥ punaḥ kari" būñje vaiṣṇava-nindake 

Mahāprabhu said, "It is written that one who blasphemes the Vaiṣṇavas will
suffer from leprosy, after which he will be punished by the agents of Yamarāja
again and again, in thousands of births. (Cb. Madhya 4.375-377)

Six Kinds of Vaiṣṇava-aparādha

१७.८१
निन्दां कुर्वन्ति ये मूधा वैष्णवानां महात्मनाम्
पतन्ति पितृभिः सार्धं महारौरव-संज्ञिते 
हन्ति निन्दति वै द्वेष्ठि वैष्णवान्-नाभि- नन्दति
क्रुध्यते याति नो हर्षं दर्शने पतनानि षट्
17.81
nindāṁ kurvanti ye mūdhā vaiṣṇavānāṁ mahātmanām
patanti pitṛbhiḥ sārdhaṁ mahāraurava-saṁjñite 
hanti nindati vai dveṣṭhi vaiṣṇavān-nābhi- nandati
krudhyate yāti no harṣaṁ darśane patanāni ṣaṭ 

A fool who blasphemes Vaiṣṇavas goes to the worst kind of hell along with
generations of his ancestors. One who kills a devotee, as well as one who
blasphemes devotees, or one who is envious of devotees, or one who fails to offer
obeisances to Vaiṣṇavas upon seeing them, or one who becomes angered at a
Vaiṣṇava, or who does not become joyful upon seeing a Vaiṣṇava these six
classes of men are all considered to be candidates for falling down into hell.
(Skanda Purāṇa)

Vaiṣṇava-aparādhis Should Have Their Tongues Cut Out

१७.८३
कर्णौ पिधाय निरयाद् यद् अकल्प ईशे
धर्मावितर्य् असृणिभिर् नृभिर् अस्यमाने
छिन्द्यात् प्रसह्य रुशतीम् असतीं प्रभुश्
चेज् जिह्वाम् असून् अपि ततो विसृजेत् स धर्मः

17.83
karṇau pidhāya nirayād yad akalpa īśedharmāvitary asṛṇibhir nṛbhir asyamāne chindyāt prasahya ruśatīm asatīṁ prabhuś cej jihvām asūn api tato visṛjet sa dharmaḥ


[Sati said] If one hears an irresponsible person blaspheme the guardian of
devotion (dharmāvitarya or dharma-rakṣaka), one should block his ears and go
away if unable to punish him. But if one is able to kill, then one should by force
cut out the blasphemer's tongue and kill the offender, and after that one should
give up his own life. (Bhāg. 4.4.17)


The Great Fault of Hearing Blasphemy of Vaiṣṇavas

१७.८४
"वैष्णव निन्दा श्रवने ऽपि दोष उक्तः" (भग.१०.७४.४०)
निन्दां भगवतः शृण्वन् तत् परस्य जनस्य वा ततो नापैति यः
 सो ऽपि यात्यध सुकृतात् च्युतः ततोऽपगमश् चासमर्थस्य 
एव॑ समर्थेन तु निन्दकजिह्वा छेत्तव्या॑ तत्राप्य् 
असमर्थेन स्वप्राणपरित्यागो ऽपि कर्तव्यः

17.84
"vaiṣṇava nindā śravane 'pi doṣa uktaḥ" (Bhāg.
10.74.40)
nindāṁ bhagavataḥ śṛṇvan tat parasya janasya vā tato nāpaiti yaḥ so 'pi yātyadha sukṛtāt cyutaḥ tato'pagamaś cāsamarthasya eva; samarthena tu nindakajihvā chettavyā; tatrāpy asamarthena svaprāṇaparityāgo 'pi
kartavyaḥ


The Śrīmad Bhāgavatam says that it is a great fault to hear blasphemy of
Vaiṣṇavas. It states: "He who does not leave the place where devotees of the
Lord are blasphemed, but continues to hear such blasphemy, is guilty of a great
sin. He is deprived of all his piety and falls down into hell." It is enjoined that
one must leave the place of blasphemy. But that is for a person who is not a
capable person. If capable one should cut out the tongue of the blasphemer. If
unable to do that one should give up his life rather than continue to hear such blasphemy. 
(Bhakti Sandarbha 265)

The Way to Overcome Vaiṣṇava-aparādha


১৭.৮৫
যে ৱৈষ্ণৱ-স্থানে অপরাধ হয যার পুন সে ক্ষমিলে অ পরাধ ঘুচে তার
17.85
ye vaiṣṇava-sthāne aparādha haya yāra puna se kṣamile a parādha ghuce tāra


If one offends a Vaiṣṇava, the only way to get free from the offense is to go back to
that Vaiṣṇava and beg his forgiveness. 
(Cb. Madhya 22.32)
১৭.৮৬
কাঞ্টা ফুটে যেই মুখে, সেই মুখে যায পাযে কাঞ্টা ফুটিলে কি কান্ধে বাহিরায
17.86
kāñṭā phuṭe yei mukhe, sei mukhe yāya pāye kāñṭā phuṭile ki kāndhe bāhirāya

Just as it takes a thorn to remove a thorn, the offense committed by the mouth
[against a Vaiṣṇava] must be cured with the mouth [by begging forgiveness].

(Cb. Antya 4.380)

The Second Offense to the Holy Name: Worshipping other gods

१७.८७-८८
शिवः शक्ति-युतः शश्वत् त्रि-लिङ्गो गुण-संवृतः वैकारिकस् तैजसश् च तामसश् चेत्य् अहं त्रिधा हरिर् हि निर्गुणः साक्षात् पुरुषः प्रकृतेः परः स सर्व-दृग् उपद्रष्टा तं भजन् निर्गुणो भवेत्

17.87-88
śivaḥ śakti-yutaḥ śaśvat tri-liṅgo guṇa-saṁvṛtaḥ vaikārikas taijasaś ca tāmasaś cety ahaṁ tridhā harir hi nirguṇaḥ sākṣāt puruṣaḥ prakṛteḥ paraḥ sa sarva-dṛg upadraṣṭā taṁ bhajan nirguṇo bhavet

Lord Śiva is always associated with his śakti. He is invested with the three
modes of nature sattva, rajas, and tamas and is the presiding deity of the three
kinds of cosmic ego characterized by sattva, rajas, and tamas. Lord Hari, on the
other hand, is unaffected by the three modes and hence devoid of the attributes
of material nature. He is omniscient and is a witness to everything. A person
who worships him becomes free from all material qualities. 
(Bhāg. 10.88.3,5)


The Third Offense to the Holy Name: 
To disobey the orders of the spiritual master. 

१७.८९-८०
रजस् तमश् च सत्त्वेन सत्त्वं चोपशमेन च एतत् सर्वं गुरौ भक्त्या पुरुषो ह्य् अञ्जसा जयेत् यस्य साक्षाद् भगवति ज्ञान-दीप-प्रदे गुरौ मर्त्यासद्-धीः श्रुतं तस्य सर्वं कुञ्जर- शौचवत्
17.89-80
rajas tamaś ca sattvena sattvaṁ copaśamena ca etat sarvaṁ gurau bhaktyā puruṣo hy añjasā jayet yasya sākṣād bhagavati jñāna-dīpa-prade gurau martyāsad-dhīḥ śrutaṁ tasya sarvaṁ kuñjara- śaucavat


One must conquer the modes of passion and ignorance by developing the mode
of goodness, and then one must become detached from the mode of goodness by
promoting oneself to the platform of śuddha- sattva. All this can be
automatically done if one engages in the service of the spiritual master with
faith and devotion. In this way one can conquer the influence of the modes of nature. 

The spiritual master should be considered to be directly the Supreme
Lord because he gives transcendental knowledge for enlightenment.
Consequently, for one who maintains the material conception that the spiritual
master is an ordinary human being, everything is frustrated. His enlightenment
and His Vedic studies and knowledge are like the bathing of an elephant.
 (Bhāg. 7.15.25,26)

Letter from Avadhuta Maharaja

I recently came across this letter, shared on Facebook. In my own personal journey to surrender I owe an enormous debt to Sripad Bhakti Bimal Avadhuta Maharaja, not only for his selfless service to the cause of Govinda Maharaja and Sridhar Maharaja. I know him to a be tireless, hard-working follower of the line of Sridhar Maharaja, Prabhupada, and Govinda Maharaja. He has done much to resurrect my own faith. 


I personally have had a hard time dealing with the loss of Govinda Maharaja. He helped me on the path when I had lost all hope. But, since I haven't been to India in a long time, I indulge in denial; I feel that he's still there in Nabadwip, and that one of these days I'll be lucky enough to see him there. 

This letter from Avadhuta Maharaja broke my heart, since it brought home to me the great loss felt by the devotees by the disappearance of such a great soul. You may have already read it, but take a minute to go through it again. While it is sad to remember, one can see the fierce determination of Avadhuta Maharaja to serve. It should be an inspiration to emulate his example.

BVM


All glories to Sri Guru and Sri Gauranga
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A letter from Sripad B.B. Avadhut Maharaj to the Russian devotees regarding the disappearance of Srila Gurudev and the events connected with it.

(English translation from Russian, by Kundalata Devi Dasi.)
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Dear devotees,
Please kindly forgive me for the delay with this letter that you have been waiting for so much.
Undoubtedly, the news of Srila Gurudev's disappearance is like a lightening striking the heart of all our international Vaishnava family. In a unique way I was able to be present at the time of Srila Gurudev's departure. I shall relate the dramatic circumstance of the events happened in the last few month in the order of their occurrence:
A delegation of Russian devotees -- Vijay Raman Prabhu, Sahadev Prabhu, Indian devotees who joined the Mission in Russia (Dr. Jay Kumar, Dr.Ram Sundar and Dr. Amit Krishna Goswami), Premananda Prabhu and Anukrishna Didi -- and I were present at the Vyasa Puja ceremony in Navadwip. At that ceremony Srila Gurudev declared Sripad Acharya Maharaj his successor and Acharya of Sri Chaitanya Saraswat Math.
Of course for those who knew Gurudev closely it was not a surprise because the peculiar position of Acharya Maharaj as an exclusive servitor was obvious for all of Gurudev's entourage. When Gurudev stated his divine will, all senior Western devotees (sannyasis, leaders of the Mission in many countries, the heads of the regional centers) happily accepted Guru's decision. But just as there is no light without a shadow, immediately there appeared an envious anti-party of the newly proclaimed acharya. The opposition was headed by Ranjit and Paramahamsa Maharaj who wrote to Srila Gurudev an insulting petition wherein they tried to appeal against the decision of Gurudev regarding the assignment of the acharya. Their main argument was the fact that Acharya Maharaj had always been engaged in building temples and management only, therefore he cannot be the head of an international Mission. It happened so that even their petty petition turned out to be a glorification of Acharya Maharaj as a perfect servitor of Gurudev. Per se, they could not give any significant argument, and besides their ego and material ambitions emerged onto the surface.
After Srila Gurudev has got this petition, he left Navadwip the same day as the stress and the sinking health condition could not let him stay there any more. Srila Gurudev along with his entourage moved to Kolkata.
A drama started developing; Srila Gurudev was extremely upset, but the anti-party actively and aggressively continued their opposition. Acharya Maharaj had to turn to the help of the police. Srila Gurudev disconnected Paramahamsa Maharaj and Ranjit from the Mission and created an international council of Acharyas to secure the position of Navadwip as the international center and protect it from any usurpation. So by the will of Gurudev and the providence, Goswami Maharaj, Janardan Maharaj, Ashram Maharaj and other senior devotees of the Mission remained with Gurudev to ensure his peace and take part in the transmission of the affairs to Sripad Acharya Maharaj.
None of us expected that these were our last days with Gurudev. Although his health was undermined, Gurudev mercifully didn't show he was preparing to leave. He still continued receiving devotees and even gave initiations -- the last ones were those of Ram Ranjan from Moscow and Mirra from Mexico. Initiating Ram Ranjan, Srila Gurudev gave him a biscuit from his table, but when he saw that Ram Ranjan was eating it without anything to drink, he poured half a cup of tea from his own cup. Dear devotees, when I saw that I wanted to cry, but my heart was joyous... Only now I realize that never again in our life will be able to be with such a merciful personality.
As the days passed Srila Gurudev felt worse as the lung infection did not let him breathe freely; but despite the physical sufferings he continued bestowing upon us his precious association.
His personal servitors stayed with him 24 hours a day, having lost any sense of time. Sometimes Gurudev would feel a little better for some time and would sing, joke and recite slokas, but the last three days he was very peaceful.
Once Deva Bandhu Prabhu (his cook and the husband of Nanda Priya Devi Dasi from Brazil) told me that it had been a few days since Gurudev started refusing to take steroids (his main life-giving medicine). Then, returning to Sevak Bhavan from the temple, I saw Nanda Priya Devi Dasi sitting at the temple with a big plate of prasadam. I asked her, "What are you doing here?" She replied, "I'm treating the invisible guest..." I asked, "What guest?" Nanda Priya intimated that Gurudev told her that a very old and important sadhu came to him, and they had some important conversation, and then Gurudev asked her to give the guest prasadam. Knowing Gurudev's mystic nature, we weren't too surprised because his connection with the transcendental world has always been more than obvious.
I thought that if there would be a good moment and Gurudev would be joking, I would ask him the name of that sadhu. But that wasn't meant to happen. We can only guess now -- maybe that guest was Srila Sridhar Maharaj himself or somebody from our Guru-varga.
Next day was Ekadashi. For some reason I decided to fast. Aravinda Lochan Prabhu and I went for a walk around the temple -- it was an incredibly nice evening, a gentle breeze was blowing, we were happy it was an Ekadashi and that the wonderful fresh breeze chased away Kolkata's stifling air.
In the evening we went in to see Gurudev: there were unusually many people around him. He was sitting and smiling enigmatically. Everybody wanted to do something nice for him. Jamuna Devi Dasi was showing him pictures of devotees, then we remembered that he hadn't watched the Dance Of the Heart (a preaching film about Grushinskiy Festival where we were dancing and singing the kirtan in the crowd) for quite a while. Srila Gurudev liked that video very much, and Jamuna Devi Dasi played it for him again. After we have watched the video, he felt a little tired, and then Jamuna Devi Dasi played one more short video for him -- the one of the Chinese Spring Festival. There were acrobats of the Chinese ballet performing on a spheric stage, dressed in yellow costumes of the gods, they were performing the Arrival Of The Spring dance. From beneath the dome, the goddess of the spring was descending onto the stage, the acrobats were flying in the air resembling butterflies -- it was all like some incredible festival in the spiritual world. Gurudev pensively looked at the screen... and us... Nobody knew he was saying goodbye to us. Srila Gurudev didn't want to disturb anybody... We paid our obeisances and went to our rooms.
Dr. Jay Kumar arrived from Delhi -- out of a sheer coincidence he couldn't take the train and had to go by plane. We talked till late and decided that in the morning as early as possible we will go to see Gurudev.
I anticipated that Gurudev was going to leave, but hoped he would still be with us for some months. Dr. Kumar left and I couldn't fall asleep for a long time, other devotees as well. I took out my notebook, and for some reason started drafting Srila Gurudev's monument. I remembered samadhi of Srila Rupa Goswami, and I couldn't even imagine that Rupa Goswami and Raghunath Das Goswami left that very day, Gaura Dvadasi. Then I fell asleep.
I was awaken by Jamuna's cry, "Avadhut, get up!" I realized that something had happened -- I quickly got dressed, run into the room of Gurudev and saw that his close devotees were standing around his bed and Kishori Devi Dasi was doing artificial respiration... The scene shocked me.
I told Kishori, "Quickly, try to make the massage of the heart," but Jamuna looked at me and said, "He's already left..."
I couldn't believe it and ask Kishori to carry on doing the artificial respiration. Next moment I saw Srila Gurudev moved his finger a few times as if bidding us goodbye, for the last time.
Kishori Devi Dasi told me that when we all went to our rooms after the videos, Gurudev was peaceful, and at midnight he had a mild fit. Then Srila Gurudev fell asleep and slept almost four hours. But when he woke up, everything happened very quickly. The devotees continuously tried to give him steroids, but he would ward it off showing that we were disturbing him. Everybody was so shocked and panic-stricken that they didn't know what to do. Then they woke everybody up and kirtan begun.
Srila Gurudev was lying peacefully as if he just fell asleep.
The news spread at once. A line of people appeared in Srila Gurudev's room. They were crying and bidding goodbye -- his body was covered with a shower of flowers and garlands. The devotees were singing kirtan, and people kept coming. Close relatives came too, and we had to quickly decide on the transport and our actions. I was completely shaken, but realized that we had to be strong and not indulge in sentiments. I ran to Goswami Maharaj's room. Maharaj was pale and was intensely rummaging for something in his computer. I knew there had to be some divine confirmation of what had happened. I asked him, "Maharaj, what part of the temple will be given for the samadhi? Maharaj replied, "The devotees will feel the place, it will be revealed." After those words, he burst out crying, and I left his room.
I was as if swimming along the halls, realizing that I had to be strong and do tactic actions. Everybody also knew it, although from time to time, floods of tears would stream down our cheeks. Devotees' actions were very quick and synchronized. It seemed that Gurudev was leading every one of us.
Acharya Maharaj came, then the car, and the bus; the body of Gurudev was taken into the ambulance, and Jay Kumar, a few other devotees and I went by this car with sirens, another three cars followed us.
The road seemed unusually empty, as if some invisible force was clearing out all obstacles; three hours later we were already in Navadwip.
By this time, people from all Navadwip and the surrounding areas were gathering at the temple. Anukrishna Devi Dasi and Subhal Sakha Prabhu could miraculously get there from Puri just in five hours: they were carrying the equipment for video recording and the broadcasting.
At some moment I thought everybody went mad.
Gurudev's body was presented before the Deities and then hundreds of people rushed to his body to touch his feet -- some were wailing, some just went crazy. It took us much effort to build a human barrier around Gurudev's body and let everybody in by two-three people, a queue was built up.
Flowers poured like rain. Gurudev bestowed onto all who were present his last blessings. His auspicious peaceful face was as if saying, "Everything is all right; if you can't do something, don't worry."
When the farewell ceremony was over, Gurudev's body was taken to the samadhi mandir of Srila Sridhar Maharaj, and the abhishekh ceremony began. The body of Gurudev was washed with water, covered with sandal wood paste, ghee, and dressed in new clothes... Then I realized I was drained of strength... just stood there, devastated.
Sripad Acharya Maharaj moved about the territory like Sudarshana chakra -- I saw him at some moment washing Gurudev's body, another moment digging the hole for the samadhi, and yet another moment somewhere else giving directions.
Then the arati began. At some point I just moved into the background and looked at it from aside... Gurudev was sitting in samadhi, as if alive. He was surrounded and supported by close devotees... He was accepting the worship and getting ready to leave. When the arati finished, the burial ceremony began. It was very hard to reach the place of the samadhi -- people were jostling around in tight circles, the devotees were lying on the floor, clinging to the bed of Gurudev... We had to literally throw people aside, but that didn't cause any anger. We carried Gurudev and it seemed the bed was moving on its own over the road of hundreds of hands... In the tomb there was made a special altar, older sannyasis from other Gaudia Maths were bustling next to it. The ceremony was guided by Giri Maharaj, who was towering above with his staff in his hands as if sitting on a throne; from time to time he would give instructions. According to the rules, the earth should not touch the body of the acharya. In the depth, a yajna kunda was built and it was later covered with salt. Gurudev was seated with his danda and beads, the worship was carried out and prasadam was offered. On his chest they wrote "Sri Rupa Manjari Pada," and then the ceremony of committing to samadhi began. In turns, Acharya Maharaj and others were throwing handfuls of salt, reciting special mantra. Then salt showered like a snowfall, and when Gurudev's body could no longer be seen beneath the salty snow, everybody started dropping earth -- by hands, spades, and baskets. Jagadananda Prabhu was almost buried with Gurudev, he looked like Lord Siva covered with ashes. Close servitors of Gurudev, along with Ashram Maharaj, were doing their last personal service. Unable to bear what had happened, Jamuna Devi Dasi stayed in Kolkata, but when the devotees phoned and invited her saying that Gurudev would like her to be there, she arrived by the end of the ceremony. Jamuna Devi Dasi spent her best years with Gurudev and the fact she won't see him again this lifetime broke her heart.
I watched it all from the roof and saw hundreds of people surround the building of Sri Chaitanya Saraswat Math -- they were virtually hanging in bunches and standing at the parapets, and nobody was afraid to fall down and crush. Everybody was so much absorbed in what was going on that the thought of safety didn't occur to anybody. What I saw was perhaps the deepest impression in my life. For some reason or other, I remembered the story about Mahaprabhu coming to Katwa to take sannyas, and how thousands of people were running and crying behind him; they were grabbing the soil Mahaprabhu stepped on, and the road was covered with ruts. Suddenly I heard the song "Sri Gaura Mangala Bhumi Avichintya-chintamani": "The land of Gaura Mandal, every dust particle of it is a precious gem capable of fulfilling any desire." Gurudev was leaving resembling the sun setting behind the Himalayan mountains... Shortly a small hill grew up at the place of his samadhi, at the peak of which Tulasi Devi was planted. Then quickly the fence was built; it was a very hot day, but by that time the heat was waning and it was getting dark, and we finished just in time -- according to he rules, samadhi must be finished by sunset time. As soon as the sun set, the same gentle breeze blew, and shortly the thunder roared, the lightening stoke, and it began to rain. Goswami Maharaj was standing next to me and was reciting the sloka, "The gods showered the flowers of rain drops onto the blessed land of Navadwip, and all transcendental world was rejoicing." As the silence fell, everybody as if plunged into the ocean of separation from Gurudev.
We remembered that here in Navadwip Gurudev built the temple of Union in Separation for his Guru -- the fire of separation will purify, melt our cold hearts covered with ice of self-interest and self-love.
More than 16 hours passed in the 40'C heat, and I returned to my room and fell on bed as though dead. Despite the deathly tiredness, I suddenly felt striking easiness and purity. I could not imagine that such an event as disappearance of a Vaishnava can bring such deep satisfaction. It was inconceivable, but it was true. So, I fell asleep and slept through the arati. It was first arati for Srila Gurudev after his disappearance, and the devotees said that they made it with special affection. Then time came for the morning gathering -- Sripad Goswami Maharaj spoke of very deep spiritual truths about Gurudev and glorified Acharya Maharaj, consolidating his position in the spiritual succession. Some of those who were against Acharya Maharaj were present at the programme and were shocked. One by one, the leaders from different countries made some speech, glorifying Gurudev and his living succession. The turn came to me too. I also said something, don't remember exactly what, but devotees mercifully took it approvingly... Acharya Maharaj blossomed like a bud of a pink lotus -- opposition and hard work had been his company for many years, but he felt that Gurudev showered his mercy through his devotees, and was extremely happy to accept their blessings. He said, "Please forgive me, I am not perfect," and it sounded home-like, very affectionate. The opposition went away with their heads discouraged, it became obvious for everybody that their battle was lost: the devotees want to fulfill Gurudev's will.
I heard that the festival dedicated to Gurudev's disappearance that will take place in ten days is going to be attended by more than 200 devotees from all over the world. I realized that I had to quickly write a letter for the web-site. I know that the devotees have many questions, but I will probably be able to address them in my next letter, closer to the festival of Gurudev's disappearance. For now, everything should remain the same because we know that Srila Gurudev is with us in his transcendental form and instructions. The changes will happen in a natural and harmonious way. The most important thing is that Gurudev is happy and we will see him off together as one family.
On the sixth of April the festival dedicated to Srila Gurudev's disappearance will take place in Navadwip and all over the world. I hope that you will all gather together and give your respects to Srila Gurudev. May his mercy touch your hearts and may you spend these days remembering him in a sad delight. In Ramananad-samvad, the legendary talk between Mahaprabhu and Ramananda Ray that disclosed the real depth of theism and that was brought into this world by Sri Chaitanyadev, Mahaprabhu asks Ramananda, "What is the highest form of separation?" Ramananda Ray replies that there is no deeper feeling of separation than the separation from the devotees.
-Swami B.B. Avadhut